blahs

2007-07-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

ITS HIM =D
190, BRO.

YOU'RE FREAKING HOT (:
I saw him at jupiter cafe! =D

2007-07-15T11:37:00.000-07:00

i guess you should leave her alone.
yea, DIRTY OLD HAG.

AARRRRRGGGGHHHH MONSTERRRRRRRRRR!!!!

OKAY, IM SHALLOW.
OKAY, IM BORED.
OKAY, ITS 02 38 IN THE MORNING.
OKAY, I SHOULD TURN IN NOW.

2007-07-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

LOL OKAY,
DORIS , THE EMO KID.
HAHA HAHA HAHA.
IM FINE (:

2007-07-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

school's still the same.
Life still goes on.
but somehow things just dont go your way.
Im not a peace loving person, so i realized that i often complain.
and when i complain slightly abit, i hope that people could understand whats going on inside me.
but sometimes words cant simply convey things that easily, i guess.
now of these days, i started drawing again.
most prolly its because ive lost something.
okay, not literally. but i feel as if a piece of 'IT' is gone.
lol, i guess nobody can understand.
infact, nobody can.
when the truth hits me,
i wish i could just release myself and cry.

i just hope it never happens.
i just hope it never happens.
i just hope it never happens.
i just hope it never happens.
i just hope it never happens.
i just hope it never happens.
i hope that my heart is never alive.

yes, i guess i dont deserve to survive on this earth.
and you should just kill yourself (:

And yes, it never happens.
A few days later, things will go back just like it was before.
Most probably a few weeks later, i dont even remember whats actually bothering me few weeks back.
A month later, i leave this part of me behind and move on.
A year later, i forget.

yep, it should work this way.

2007-07-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

Am I too greedy?
Or are you?

2007-06-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

Its 03 35 in the morning and i realized that ive not been blogging recently.
Okay, since holiday kicks in.
Okay, i was lazy;
Okay, i am a bitch;
Okay, HEREEE ITTT COMESSSS:

1 I went Genting and KL on the first week of holiday. Took quite abit of photos;
Done quite abit of shopping. Okay, just Boring. Whats more to show off about Malaysia?

2 I prefer Slacking-Till-I-Die on the second week, But ive projects to work on. F CSA.

3 On the first day of school, i woke up at 06 15 in the morning. I feel like slapping Donovan (because i believe that Men are
stupid and useless) when i got to know that i was supposed to Get to School at 08 40 to Submit CSA.
And since Lecture Starts at 11, ive to find a way to entertain myself for the whole 2 hours.
SOOOO i ended up sketching drawing sleeping shitting (do whatever i can) in the library.
soon after, balerie came into the picture and it so happens that i skipped lecture (:
BUT ITS OKAYYYYY PAL, its just lecture anyway. I'll just have to attend the tutorial at 3, Isnt it?
SO we lazied around,tossed and turn and bounced and hop,
and next moment i found myself sitting in the polyclinic Waiting for my turn to get an MC (:
HA HA HA HA, its fmazing isnt it? =D

4 IVE GOT A GUINEA PIG TODAY =D SHE IS SO CUTE THAT I FEEL LIKE PACKING HER IN MY BAG EVERY MORNING
AND SET OFF TO SCHOOL. IT would be great if she cant pee and shit. (: OH and i SCRUBBED HER SOOOOO THOROUGHLY
THAT SHE SMELLS LIKE ME NOW. SHE SMELLS PRETTY GOOD. AND I smell pretty good TOO. HA HA HA HA.

5 Im Turning in now.

2007-06-04T22:04:00.000-07:00

Its More Like A Sketch Book (:

lol, its been awhile.

And I was pretty Depress During this TermTests period because

Education Sucks. Period.

2007-05-30T10:45:00.000-07:00

When I was a little boy I used to wonder
Just how old you'd have to be to feel good
Now I've seen a thousand girls
but I still wonder Cause they just don't make sense to me
God knows I've tried
I've tried to be the unpredictable one
I've tried to be the friend that they could rely on
I've still got none
Got nothing at all
And so I fall into the open
Just singing out your name
And when I'm done, crashed and maimed
I hope that's where you'll find me
You know that if it's up to me
I'll still be holding
My own hand the day I die
So please release me now
I've tried to be the mean mysterious one
I've tried to be the sweetest candy you'd suck on
I've still got none
Got nothing at all
And so I fall into the open
Just singing out your name
And when I'm done, crashed and maimed
I hope that's where you'll find me
And it's a good day for being found
Just crawling in the dirt with my head underground
And it's a good day for you to come Collecting all the pieces of the damage done
And after all the bandages are gone
I hope you'll find a favorite part you can work on
Cause I've got none
Got nothing at all
And so I fall into the open
Just singing out your name
And when I'm done, crashed and maimed
I hope that's where you'll find me

2007-05-30T04:13:00.000-07:00

OUT OF ~~LOVE~~ SOYABEANS

Cheers ran out of bottled Soya bean Milk this afternoon.
i was pretty pisst because i made an effort to walk there and
i ended up getting a multigrain instead.
WHO ESLE IS ACTUALLY EYEING ON MY SOYABEANS?!
Okay Fine, Dont fucking let me caught you in school Holding that bottle.
lol! anyway, i Managed to pull myself up and get to school This Wed.
Seriously, WED is a bad day.
I think it is Cursed. ):

Bob: okay Pal, Take it Easy. Its Just A Soya Bean Milk.

2007-05-29T09:18:00.000-07:00

ADAM AT 13 28;

Adam gives off this certain Charismatic fragranceeee HMMMMMMM..
that is pretty irresistable.
He has those sort of: im-not-very-good-looking-but-i-can-still-charm-you Factor.
(Infact i find him pretty Darn good looking (; )

AND HES THE ONLY GUY.HES THE ONLYGUY.
HES THE ONLYONLY AND ONLY ONE (:
ON A SHORTER TERM, IT SOUNDS KIND OF LIKE ' THE ONE AND ONLY'.
IN ONE OF THE SONG LYRIS, IT SOUNDS KIND OF LIKE ' YOU'RE ONE IN A MILLION~"
AND IN A MORE LITERAL FORM, HES HOT (:

okay, if its only to me.
lol, sometimes people just didnt notice the Fact
that they're actually attractive in their own ways.
Different people see a different story in different individuals.
And i saw the Beauty in them (:

If words were that easy to convey..
(: Ive a couple in hands to tell. lol

YOU'RE SPECIAL.YOU'RE SPECIAL.YOU'RE SPECIAl.
AND YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL (:

2007-05-28T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hello. Men Disgust Me. Thank you.

Ive came to a conclusion that NO MATTER HOW
Fat, Short, Ugly looking they are,
They Flirt.

Thanks Mum, im glad that im a gay (:

2007-05-26T12:19:00.001-07:00

Do Everybody Love To Play Emo?
lol, Its not cool When it looks Fake (:

2007-05-26T11:45:00.000-07:00

Its 02 46 in the morning and im planning a new hairdo for monday.
Lol, Maybe not, on a second thought.
Btw, girls are pretty Boring now of these days, isnt it?
where did all those days went to?
And guys are so scary that i nearly pee in my pants. LMAO.
I miss those days,
Sitting at the corner of the canteen with that whole group of gitty gagas,
watching EVERY SINGLE LIVING THING WALKING PAST..
ohwells, I just Fail to Appreciate The 'girls-school-life' i had in the past.
LOL, the girls are Fun, Cute... yadayadas..
Okay, FaceIt PAL.
THOSE DAYS ARE LONG GONE.

2007-05-24T09:50:00.000-07:00

Jupiter cafe Sells Good Food (:

Those chicken Legs are the Fattest thing ive ever seen.
They're so Gorgeous that i cant wait to get my knife and folk working.
Yep, Though Ive been through hell this morning,
Those Drop-Dead Gorgeous CHICKENLEGS MADE ME SMILE (:
And along with Good Company,
we enjoyed Good food and Good Humour.
Everything just seemed so fine After that (;

p/s: How i wish Life can be that easy everyday.

2007-05-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

Im Fpisst this morning.

because I Hate Waking up at 06 45 Three times in a week;

I Hate Attending Tutorials Almost everyday;

I Hate to Face The Same Old Group Of People that gives off a cold indifference;

I Hate To Have Group Discussion When My Brain Is Half-Dead and others Ya-yaking away about their shopping trips;

I Hate Those Pussy Cats In My Class that love to meow like they have never MEOW before;

Darn,

And You Know What I Hate Most In Life?

A Fpoor Sense of Humour (:

Why will i even care to patronize those crap?

2007-05-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

I think that shes Cute.
And who cares if shes sissy? (:

2007-05-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

PART 3

I JUST KNEW THAT MOM AINT THAT HEARTLESS ISNT IT?
LOL! =D

p/s: A NEW HAIR PERMERRRR. HA HA HA HA HA !

2007-05-23T06:51:00.000-07:00

PART 2

2007-05-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

PART 1

Did i mention that Wednesday is my Laziest day of the week?
lol, i skipped school once again.
sounds cool? (:
but seriously, its a bad day. BADDDDDD DAY~
i was so Pisst over the :

1 Hair permer
2 electricity
3 Weather
4 Almost Everything, including my Mom.

My hair permer went dead-flat/flat-dead/fcuking-dead when i was only done working on the left side of my hair.
And it directly affected the Felectricity
which eventually caused a major-darn-blackout;
My dear mother,
with slices of Cucumber ALL over her Pretty face,
Thinks that its really FINE to attend school with a half-permed head.
Damn it, she dont even bother to get things fix?
and even when i tried throwing some sillytantrums over this and that,
she dont even bother to give a blardie damn about me.
Thanks mom, im lovin' this (:

2007-05-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

If I Had A Gun,
I Would Be Hitler.

2007-05-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

Hello. Its a frustrating morning.
As Usual, i'll go on and on about skipping school the next day,
and never will i forget to add in:

Education sucks (:

2007-05-20T18:35:00.000-07:00

BONJOUR!

I FINALLY BOUGHT IT (:

Love IT;

LOVE IT;

LOVING IT;

lalalala (:

2007-05-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

Can we hang out together someday? (:
(Most prolly we can have our lunch at village
and catch a movie somewhere at Town.
Maybe you would like Shop around and grab afew clothings at ripcurl..
OH, how about going over to borders?)

Shame, you should have come over to TP.

2007-05-20T01:46:00.000-07:00

MAKE A COUPLE:
Hello (: Ive got company now!

The one that is staring at you now, is Bauer.
And the other fellow is Stuart.
Well Somehow,

i just happen to like Stuart better (:

2007-05-19T15:19:00.000-07:00

ADAM WAS FOUND;

LOL, ive seen efficiency (:
seriously, Tracy is a fGenius.
lol, and Adam is a Bloody-narcissist. Literally.
As I was scrolling down his friendster page,
I Can See:
'im hot. '
' imHOT; '
' IMHOTT! '
written all over ANDDDDDDDD
TA DA! :

HE IS A TAURUSSSSSS (:
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Blimey, Its so good to live.

2007-05-18T10:30:00.000-07:00

Did i mention that i was exhibited at the center of Candy Empire on the 17th of May?
I bet i didn't =D
because when that happened, i hope i was never born.

2007-05-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

okay, what makes me feel like blogging today?
lol, i guess most prolly's because life's getting better now.
yea, better, but tiring:

1 Around 09 30: i was back to PL early in the morning today to get the leaving cert and as well as my 3 others boards.
2 09 45: I took a cab back home, carrying those 435131234 kgs blardie boards right up to the eighth level
3 10 00: And i took sbs to TP for project discussion.
4 10 40: meet up with bal and team mates
5 11 10: went off for CCN day
6 17 00: off to PS with tracy and bal
7 19 15: Sprint off to meet YJ
8 22 30: Crawling back home.

I am seriously about to fall apart, i guess. lol
OKay, but before falling apart, i would like to comment on something;
THAT 'something' happened to be the MAIN REASON WHY I WAS ASKED TO STAY FOR THE CCN DAY:
Tracy.
alright, she looked good during the performance today.
lol, well, we all know that shes pretty Hip with that ~~act-cool~~ attitude of hers,
and i thought that it worked very well with her sexy little thing (guitar)(;
lmao, yea:
1 she've got great body
2 she've got nice hair today
3 her shorts are really short
4 she carries a guitar that is bigger than her
5 she looks Hot ( but not as hot as Adam, of course)

AND, ADAM IS HOT. lol
TRACY, THE STALKER, promised to track him down for me,
and seriously, i take it for real.
so i pretty much expect some efficiency and hopefully it CAN be done by monday (;
sidetracking, i confessed my sins to bal today.
LOL, its just like taking off all your clothes and you can still feel good.
because somehow, its a relieve to let things out.
(; yup.

By the way, YJ bought me a necklace today (:
SHE IS SUCH A SWEET LITTLE THING (: BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

2007-05-17T10:36:00.000-07:00

A DAY OUT WITH BAL;

2007-04-10T12:57:00.000-07:00

As much as i love complicated and heavily-designed templates,
I go for simplier ones now of these days.
anyway, i was wondering if you could see those pathetic green fonts above (:
lol, honestly, i am attracted to the three hot chics that complement the grey-colored background,
and as well as the small little fonts ure reading now.
It kinda strengthens my sense of security. LOL (:

Does it makes sense?

2007-04-07T14:02:00.000-07:00

Because ive not been reading comics lately,
ive lost touch with the new updates and tagwords in forums.
i hate it when i dont even understand a word they're talking about.
How sick ):

P/S: Meru Puri is still the BEST =D
OH, and Hana Kimi.
WOOSH, the guys are ROCKKK ANDDD ROLLLINNNGGGG HOTTTT (:
DAMN IT.

2007-04-06T12:38:00.000-07:00

Do you know the existence of Faustus?

well, i came across this certain book that mentioned Faustus.
seriously, i was puzzled with the sudden urge, but still,
i took a day or two to read afew of it's acts.
Through Faustus, im beginning to see the divine mystery of God's forgiving nature,
but i fail to understand why.
What makes Mephostophilis to flee when he heard God's name?
What makes him to have the thought of going against God when hes afraid of him?
Why humans like to rely on God when they cant even see him?
Why humans believe in God when some dont even know about his story?
Why humans are flawed?
Why humans commit seven deadly sins?
And what makes God so forgiving?
Tons and Tons of questions;

If you could answer them...
Okkay, any time, really. LOL
I was just curious... OR..
is it because i am too free or something?

damn it.

2007-03-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

Sent my sister off to Airport today..
lol feeling slightly happy and empty at the same time.
well, most prolly im not used to a short period of human absence. lol

by the way, I AM PROPOSING TO JOANNA NEO RUI ZHENN VERY SOON.
LOL, A FREAKIN WHOLE LIST OF LOVE CONFESSION, BABY.
I LOVE YOU=D
I LOVE YOU =D
I LOVE LOVE LUBBERZZZZZ YOU (:

p/s: shes buying that MANGO DRESS for me. LEIIII LEII LEIII(pointing at the mango magazine)! THAT ONETHATONE (:

2007-03-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

The last time i came here was 45368435354831 years ago.
LOL (: i hate myself for not updating
but i love it when im always using the same freaking excuse
that im lazy;
I am lazy;
I AM VERY VERY VERY LAZY;
yea, over and over, over and over again (;
its my inborn nature anyway.
yep, 26 days later is my orientation day.
30 days later shall be the first day i try hanging myself.
now of these days, i slightly held back my obsessions with videos and movies,
and indulge in magazines instead.
lol, i just have the idea that im DRIFTING away from the society. lol.
okay, how sick.
and because im gradually developing a caveman attitude,
i tried crawling out for outings to quit that caveman-addiction.
anyhow, outings in the past few weeks are aching me all over.
Just three days of outing make me feel like taking a week's MC.
Im old, but i enjoy those outings though (:
well, now im wondering whats going to happen to me after school reopens.

anyway, movie marathons soon (:
mans, i miss those times when we're sitting on the couch at verns' house
watchin tons of movies at one go.
and i always remember myself snoring away ,
whenever we're in the mids of our second movie playing.
lol, seems like its donkey years back.
by the way, whats the color of that couch? laughs.

oh, and just on the 23rd,
i was back to PL to get my boards back.
kinda reluctant, in that sense >>> I Am Lazy, you see (:
anyway, 3 boards couldnt be found so i can only get back whats left there.
and my PREP WORK is blardie hell messed up by some gagas.
brilliant (:

p/s: ive not touched comics for almost a month!
just nice; ive to quit that as well.

2007-02-12T09:24:00.000-08:00

Bonjour My Fellow Subjects;
ITS REALITY-CHECK PRIME TIME HOUR (:

REALITY CHECK NO.1 : HAIR;
Ridiculously rebellious;

REALITY CHECK NO.2 : NAILS;
Deformed;

REALITY CHECK NO.3 : SKIN;
Degrading;

REALITY CHECK NO.4 : PIMPLE;
Pimpals sufacing;

REALITY CHECK NO.5 : ACCESSORIES
Wallets and bags
Necklaces and earrings
ARE AGEING;

REALITY CHECK NO.6 : WEIGHT;
Enough to scare a terrorist;

REALITY CHECK NO.7 : FOOTWEARS;
Ageing and retiring;

REALITY CHECK NO. 8 : OUTFITS;
Increasing but unsatisfactory amount.

Thats all for today (:
Thankyou for staying with me tonight and stay tune
to HOMOHOMO SOLUTIONS PRIME TIME HOUR Tomorrow at 8,
On 'Eyecandy' (:

2007-02-10T09:42:00.000-08:00

Okay, Im over it.
its no big deal anyway;

2007-02-09T10:06:00.000-08:00

WOOOHAAAA!
Im so HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
that i can find myself partying off 3 days 3 night.
Im easily contented so do not tease (:
OH JOVE, THIS ISS ABSOLUTELY INSANEEEEE;
Im a Freaking Math-Idiot, wonder-woman-science-failer
and a F9 double queens in your pretty report book.
and now, im so flying off to Business.
For crying out loud's sake,
Im blessed (:

Well, obviously i didnt expect this to be happening
thats why i set up a 'national day' in the hall. lol
sheeshh.. i just knew that this is coming.
err whats that called?

THE-HOMOHOMO-UNSTABLED-MENTAL-4 MINS-AND-25SECS-STRIKE;

Thats it..
THATS IT.
THAT IS IT.

There goes my gorgeous image.

P/s: Sorry abt the Ego due to 'THE-HOMOHOMO-UNSTABLED-MENTAL-4 MINS-AND-25SECS-STRIKE''s side effects (:

2007-02-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

You scored as Hot. Haha! u are so hotttttttttt!

Hot

67%

Emo Kid

47%

Geek/Nerd

33%

Goth

33%

Punk

20%

Prep

20%

"Ghetto"

13%

Loner

13%

Jock

Stoner

What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?

created with QuizFarm.com

LMAO. For crying out loud's sake,
I WISH (:
well, i got this quiz from alyssa's blog (;
maybe you should try doing it,
just for fun (;
yep. anyway just a little update:

We are getting the O Level results back tmr.

Im curious to find out how exactly others feel on the eve of this horrifying day.
i eventually found out people might cry when they're anxious;
people might do something extreme when they're worried or scared;

i did nothing.
i shall see all of you tmr (;

p/s: its not that im confident;

2007-01-26T07:19:00.000-08:00

Time for another round of updating huh? (;
well, i was out to TP for an adventure discovery yesterday. lol
and i should say,
the outcome was surprisingly depressing.
Can you believe this?
For the whole ENTIRE HOUR,
i was trying to keep myself alive in a 'how-to-destroy-a-harddisc' lecture (:
im definitely not a cut for IT mans. lol
but i should not lie: its kinda interesting in certain areas (:

OKAY, dont take out your POPCORNS first
because thats not SHOWTIME yet.
lol ARE YOU READYYY FOR PRIME-HOUR-DAILY NEWS?
okay, i know you are.
here it comeesss:

I SAW THIS HOT GUY (:
PRETTY, VERY.

okay, fine, its not something worth cheering over;
we see these puppies everywhere on the streets of orchard.
BUT, this is no kidding matter mans, girls.
THIS GUY IS SIZZLING HOT (:
HES AS CUTE AS THE AMERICAN CHEESE IN YOUR REFRIGERATER.
BUT, theres something abt him that is sadly VIVID :

HES short (: VERY. and small-build.
His back-view looks like a typical school boy and
he has a gorgeous face that detest the existence of the school's disipline master;
hes just right at the age of a rebellious teenager.
WOO HAA (:
but please, hes definitely a SCHOOL-BOY-NO-MORE.

anyway, this AMERICAN CHEESE was beautifully sliced and served
on the dining table,
and our imaginations went beautifully WILD;
AS WILD AS THE FOREST ( did that convey to you? (: ) lol.

anyway, this is going to get ugly if i were to continue..
well, we're all humans, you see.
WE cant avoid lecherous tendencies sometimes
so please dont tell me you're as decent as a four-eyed-git.
and even if you are,
once you took off that spectacles of yours,
you watch porn (;

okay, i should get off that topic now before it turns out to be an essay.
sidetracking, we met up with bal's sis during dinner and went off for some shopping.
thanks to her, she made it possible for me to purchase a Mango top.
i dont know whats with the sudden impulse,
but YO, it suits right like a T on me (:

Yea, yesterday was great (;

2007-01-12T03:34:00.000-08:00

Im a dead piece of meat in the day,

an active night crawler in the night.

lol, im so dead that i cant find any topic to blog about.

how about reporting on my recent doings ?

In the day, i'll either watch some drama series/movies or i'll just turn in for good;

especially during the rainy days.

(so if its raining,

be polite, try not to dial my number because i'll be too dead for any phone calls )

Its hibernation period,

so i'll put in effort to take 5-hours-nap a day.

In the night,

i'll sketch, draw or do whatsoever that comes to mind;

the computer doesnt interests me very much now,

neither shopping or any outdoor activites appeals as much

unless my mood allows so (:

well, reporting on my mood now: its pretty dead, roger.

2006-12-30T04:35:00.000-08:00

DID YOU GET TO READ THE GAY VERSION OF DEATH NOTE?
damn, i cant believe i read it.
well, its kinda erotic, to be honest.
its sort of a shounen-ai or yaoi,
but its interesting in the way how the writer puts the story together (;
yea, you should take some time off to read some shounen-ai (gay comics);
their complex love might interest you (;

2006-12-27T18:42:00.000-08:00

Yes, im still alive.
please call me and i'll pick up your calls;
well, only if ive missed any.

2006-12-08T06:55:00.000-08:00

You Know My Name

If you take a life do you know what you'll give?
Odds are, you won't like what it is
When the storm arrives, would you be seen with me?
By the merciless eyes of deceit?

I've seen angels fall from blinding heights
But you yourself are nothing so divine
Just next in line
Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?

The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name
If you come inside things will not be the same
When you return to the night
And if you think you've won
You never saw me change
The game that we all been playing
I've seen diamonds cut through harder men
Than you yourself

But if you must pretend
You may meet your end
Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?
The coldest blood runs through my veins
Try to hide your hand
Forget how to feel
Forget how to feel

Life is gone with just a spin of the wheel
Spin of the wheelArm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?

The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name

2006-12-01T05:09:00.000-08:00

Well, i have not been updating as you can see,
my entry stops at 26th of nov (;
INFACT, i did.
ive been adding on movies
that ive watched day by day into that entry of movies week ((:
matter-of-factly, ive been pretty busy this entire week;
i planned my daily movies schedule a day before.

An example for you:

1 1 horror/thriller film
2 1 light-hearted/ comedy film
3 4 episodes of a drama

Thats really productive ( in my case) ((:
And since the moment ive got addicted to movies and drama,
i gave my full time devotion and quitted my shopaholic addiction ((:
infact, i threw all my fashion mags aside and contemplate on movies 24/7.

well, pros and cons in that sense;
at most i'll just wear some off-trended clothes off to orchard..
AS IF anyone would bother. lol

2006-11-26T21:00:00.000-08:00

MOVIES WEEK

1 final destination 1, 2, 3
*****
2 temptation of wolves
***1/2**
3 diary of June (bystanders)
*****
4 love, so divine
***1/2**
5 my little bride
*****
6 Hostel ( R21: 45 mins of cheap porn and overly-gory images )
*****
7 A millionaire's first love
*****
8 Ghibli collection
*****

9 9: 56
*****
10 Casino Royalte
****1/2*

11 Deathnote
***1/2**
12 Death tunnel
*1/2****
13 Death note (8 episodes of animated series)
*****
14 Innocent steps
*****
15 The Descent

****1/2*

16 Once Upon a Time in High School

***1/2**
17 Texas chainsaw massacre 2
*****
18 Shopaholic
*****
19 Bug me not
*****
20 He was cool
*****
21 A moment to Remember
*****
22 My girl and I
***1/2**
23 Happy Feet
***1/2**

2006-11-25T03:47:00.000-08:00

Every Little Thing;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IILoTmIXd7s&eurl=

(click the above url for a cheek-bursting laugh)

i nearly die laughing please.
this is freaking hilarious. no kidding mans. lol
okay, i got this from Joanna.T's blog.
lol Bun nee Ju sei yo (enjoy). ((:

2006-11-24T07:16:00.000-08:00

9 : 5 6 ;

A day out with bal today.
well, i should say that its a pretty bad day for her
considering the fact that she've lost her wallet
with all the IC, ez-link, cashes, ATM card in there.
yea, hopefully you're feeling better now, bal ((:
well i enjoyed my day though,
spending the money happily and willingly ((:
yea, and hopefully this little money had made your day (;

MANS, you're really lucky.
i seldom spend BUGS (bucks) on others, OKAY? (;

p/s: 9: 56 (a recent korean movie) sucks.
im kind enough to advise you:

Not To Watch It Please (;

2006-11-23T07:42:00.000-08:00

Okay, Wheres your manners? :

Say hello to Rain ((:

HA ((:yea, my man.
Not bad eh?

2006-11-21T22:12:00.000-08:00

월의 일기 ?

Ive watched Diary Of June (bystanders) today.
Excellent movie, Alyssa ((:
(But, whats with the school system in korea?
Blardie Hell ): )

yea, and after watching this movie,
ive learnt that i should start having a stable diary from now.
theres alot of people i want to kill though (;

oh, I like the idea of stuffing red capsule into the stomach of the victims,
containing notes that wrote:

On the 3rd of Nov, i killed ____ at the streets of Basiline.
p/s: Ive never been so happy for years.

((: okay, psycho.

2006-11-21T21:14:00.000-08:00

비'S FEVER:

So, whats up in Myeyecandy.blogspot?
HA! IVE GOT RAIN IN MY BLOGG~ ((:
OH RAINNY BABY~
YEAH~ CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? ((: *tipsy*

okay quit that gay thing. lol
this is so sissy.
anyway, since im a free man now,
theres alot of things i want to do:

1 finish up all the 'on-high-demand' korean dramas and movies
2 go on blardie-hell-killer-diet
3 quit gay and be a man
4 take at least 15 hours of sleeps daily
( and please dont listen to Mrs Lee;
theres not such thing as abnormal for sleeping more than others do ((: )
5 get more shades and glasses
6 clean up my room and maybe, give it a new outlook if possible
7 dye my hair and cut my eye lashes
8 go for korean classes and learn some basics
9 get a new ipod if mum is willing ((:
10 spend more time with my family

yep, well, thats all i can think of now.
eh wait a minute.
how about Rain's concert?

11 learn 365 ways on how to rob a bank

2006-11-20T08:54:00.000-08:00

Okay, this is supposed to be an animated piece,
whats your freaking problem?
geocities is kinda giving me some sort of sickening attitude now.
well, fine; its alright.
all would be fine since rain is there ((:

2006-11-17T21:40:00.000-08:00

I wish that i can go on hunger strike ((:
but obviously i cant.
okay, just being random.
anway, i just get a haircut done today ((:
much thinner and lesser pressure focus on the head. lol

by the way, Ivy ( my hairdresser) mentioned that im balding.
well, i guess..
its time to buy some hats to cover up some bald spots (;

2006-11-16T23:21:00.000-08:00

IM GOING TO GET A HAIRCUT DONE ((:

and im so going to dye my hair ((:
not any colours, but black.
maybe, bluish black (;
(OR even red, ive yet confirm with that)

infact, im starting to dislike guys with coloured hairdo-s. ((:

black is good, ardachi? ((:
black makes you look more like a man, yea? lol
(doris's theory)
black: a color that makes you look more civilized, cleaner, neater and..
exceptionally macho.
well, doesnt it sounds appealing?
lol dye it black then ((:

and dont go for anymore sun tanning.
lol, pa bo. The sun is going to kill you oneday.
dont you understand?
fair is good;
they make you look sexy, ardachi?

Aishii, whats with the guys now of these days?

2006-11-15T22:45:00.000-08:00

somehow, im done with 'a love to kill'.
its sort of frustrating because there are bits and pieces where i missed in the series.
yea, it always happens in youtube which i really hate it whenever it does.
anyway, i was chatting with alyssa online yesterday,
crazily disscussing about rain's concert.
YEA, kul deh! ka dada wa ((:
lets go to the concert together, leeyah.
i still couldnt get over the fact that i'll be snatching jobs from the toilet aunties
just to catch a glimpse of rain.
yea, but lets do this.
lol though "they dont smell like roses".
(lmao, quoted from the conversation yesterday,that is extremely hilarious)

i guess in the (near) future if i would to think back,
this might be the most foolish infatuation that ever occurs to me.
worst, im the most fickle person on earth.
lol, what to do now?

pa bo )): i hope i wont change my mind.

anyway, by any chance have you heard of howl?
lol, hes the guy that sang one of the goong songs ((:
well, his voice is really.. captivating ((:
BAI LI, try downloading his songs, yea? (;

2006-11-13T08:37:00.000-08:00

ive a new korean drama to introduce: " A Love To Kill " ;

yea, watch this if you're looking for activities on net to kill time((:

well, just to highlight on something before i end off:
the first 2 episodes are pretty monotonous,
so i guess if you're catching this drama,
dont get overly bored as the exciting ones are coming up
soon after ((:

YEA GITS, YOU BETTER WATCH THIS, ARDACHI? ((:
(p/s: this is not a threat)

2006-11-10T04:44:00.000-08:00

Hello victims of meritocracy ((:

are you 'forward-looking' enough to apply pragmatism to your future schedules?

if you have yet do so,please display transparency so as to show much fairness to the latter

who is practically waiting for a date (;

yes, im still as devoted as ever to 'governance'

which it fuggingly refuses to come out during the prelims and even O levels.

well, anyway its long time over; i should not have brood over it.

yep, and when i was working on the math paper 2 today,

i felt cheapened;

do i look like a kindergarden kid to you?

lol i was just kidding. it was rather manageable ((:
hopefully it wont turn out to be a false sense of security.
NO, OMG, i rmb i shouldnt divide 286 with 3 when they asked for..
no doris, math is over.
yes, its over. ((:

WELL..
AND GUESSS WHATTTT?
after 20th of nov.. no, just right on the 20th of nov,
we're finally FREEEEE from secondary school life ((:
well, theres definitely something to be disappointed about,
since we're still the 'manikins' of meritocracy.
haish, life of a singaporean )):

oh and besides that,
well.. i guess..
i'll miss my friends ((:
i'll miss that freakingly long corridoor that is leading to my classroom(which it helps quite abit in burning off calories, somehow)..
i'll miss the NOISE-POLLUTED 4c2,
(when i used NOISE-POLLUTED in CAPITAL LETTERS, im hightlighting on:

really unbearably noisy pollution)

yea infact,
you can amazingly hear mel ong when you're only at 4A3;
i'll miss prissy's laughter that hilariously goes off like a machine gun ((:
and i'll miss my A2s gang
plus, my partner - ( well, i dont think there will be any more chances for us to complain about maths anymore) ((:
i guess theres no denial that you're the best candidate to quarrel, tease and play with ((:
in fact, you will never get angry
even when ive played the most sickeningly stupid joke on you ((:

well, who knows? lol
maybe you do =P

okay, stop it Doris.
its not as if you're in a grammy awards or smth.

To top it all off,
i guess.. im getting sentimental.
hmm.. bad omen.

2006-10-07T22:13:00.000-07:00

sorry. im obsessed ((:

2006-10-07T20:39:00.000-07:00

2006-10-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

MACHO SIA!

2006-10-06T23:39:00.000-07:00

2006-10-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

Fuck. you hooked me and left me screaming.

2006-10-04T02:17:00.000-07:00

2006-10-03T11:47:00.000-07:00

~~hello. i am insane;~~
(no, 'obsessed' should be the correct word to use)
hello, i am obsessed;
im totally obsessed with gong gil ((:
i couldnt get over the fact that:

feminine guys are such captivating creatures;
yes, they can be so demure to the extend where
you twigged this sense of guiltiness in you.
So accept it, YOU JUST D O N T HAVE I T.
infact, if you've spotted the irony:
'females cant be feminine in this typical century'.

and gong-gil,
you own a face, that is so 'unisex'.
well, i dont mean that you look like an ah gua..
okay, maybe just alittle,
but thats the reason that has gotten me so mesmerised.
OH and you're so fair..

gwad, you've aroused my 'lecherous tendencies' ((:

okay, enough of gong-gil.
sidetracking, prelim was long time over.
and ive convinced myself that ive studied. ((:
well, maybe..
i should try harder.

2006-10-03T11:25:00.000-07:00

HES SOO PRETTY ((:
WOOOHOOOO~
* im flying off to korea, gong-gil.

2006-09-23T01:49:00.000-07:00

i would die a thousand times to get this through you;
oh gwad, you're too stubborn.

anyway, we just got back our english result yesterday.
i should say that not much people are very happy
with their results;
yes, but we ( maybe only me) accepted it with easy contentment.
okay, i did curse and swear alittle,
well, who doesnt? ((:

but anyway, its over.
i wont want to brood over it day by day
and neglected the upcoming 'important thing'.
yep, thats an 'optimist' point of view, which is yours truly. ((:

Recalling back, ive actually thoroughly enjoyed myself
for the past few days and i thought that i should
start work now.

2 days ago, i watched 'The king and the clown' with alyssa, cui and joanna.
i should say that the movie isnt very excellent, as a gay movie.
but still, its rather exciting (;
i was totally mesmorised by that pretty boy.
and i was thinking:

will you ever fall for a guy, that looks exactly like a girl?

well, i will (;

2006-09-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

The glit in your eyes, communicate myschieviously,
as it sliently captures that disdain heart;

yes, her heart, sliently, purged in the air of pestilence.
'that instant was she turned into a hart,
And her desires, like fell and cruel hounds,
E'er since pursue her'.

She never knew, she never,
As she hide behind the veiled of darkess,
To pay her debt of imperfections.

And she would water once a day for this sad remembrance,.
as behind this facade,
they're still humans.

She hide it, yes she will;
She gently hid it in a far away land;
Carrying a false front,
As she swore to forget;

I tried.

2006-09-17T03:18:00.000-07:00

I AM SO HAPPY.
I AM EXTREMELY ESTATIC.
I AM HIGHLY ACIDIC.
I AM NORMAL ((:

2006-09-16T23:49:00.000-07:00

you have all reasons in the world, not to be Gay ((:

2006-09-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO MASHMALLOWS,

please dont play hard to get. ((:

2006-09-15T08:38:00.000-07:00

Gwad, i feel like a free man ((:
YESSS I AM FREEEEE!!!!
I AM FREEEE for at least 3 days ((:

im away from stress;
im free from troubles.
yes, for at least 3 days ((:

and im leaving all pains behind,
along with all the thoughts im habouring;
they are burdens and they are exhausting me;

YEAH! I AM BECOMING OPTIMISTIC!
whats becoming of me? ((:

today, i faced my slackest day;
i slept the whole entire afternoon away;
and im online for hours;
i ate chocs and i gain afew kilos.

god, you're so kind to me ((:

2006-09-15T04:05:00.000-07:00

hello (:
my mum bought 3 bars of fat choc,
wanting me to give in to temptation.

please mum, im on my freaking diet.

and so, i gave in.
well, i didnt mean to do that.
it just happens that the white choc is there,
and my hand just conveniently stretch over.

its just all.. pure conincidence ((:

2006-09-10T22:38:00.000-07:00

MICHELLE MA BELLE
THESE ARE WORDS THAT GO TOGETHER WELL
MY MICHELLE
MICHELLE MA BELLE
SONT LES MOTS QUI VONT
TRES BIEN ENSEMBLE
TRES BIEN ENSEMBLE

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
THAT´S ALL I WANT TO SAY
UNTIL I FIND A WAY
I WILL SAY THE ONLY WORDS I KNOW
THAT YOU´LL UNDERSTAND

MICHELLE MA BELLE
SONT LES MOTS QUI VONT...

I NEED YOU, I NEED YOU, I NEED YOU
I NEED TO MAKE YOU SEE
OH, WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME
UNTIL I DO
I´M HOPING YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN

I LOVE YOU

I WANT YOU, I WANT YOU, I WANT YOU
I THINK YOU KNOW BY NOW
I´LL GET TO YOU SOMEHOW
UNTIL I DO
I´M TELLING YOU SO YOU´LL UNDERSTAND
MICHELLE MA BELLE
SONT LES MOTS QUI VONT...

2006-09-10T20:45:00.000-07:00

It is by the failures and misfits of a civilization that one can best judge its weakness.

2006-09-10T18:21:00.000-07:00

I am sorry Alyssa; i just have to steal this:

Her eyes are talking ((:

anyway, its a day before prelim officially starts.
and ive decided to leave everything aside and
flunk it, as usual.

gwad, Singapore's education is a living torment.
I RATHER LIVE WITH DIRTS AND CONTAMINATED WATER IN AFRICA AND DIE WITH GERMS CRAWLING OVER ME..

i was just kidding.

2006-09-08T11:24:00.000-07:00

Hey personals.
well, i am basically looking for something
where you cant find it anywhere in Singapore,
but only in the Zoos and Sentosa.

somehow, i was wondering if it is possible for them to sell some of it to me;
which now, i thought that it is near impossible.

And after searching for quite some time in the net,
i reached this person's blog bychance,
and i get to know that Tekong is the place where i can find them.
but hello ((: where and what is Tekong?

oh, and brilliant, a tag from the forum said
that i can find them in xxx Cemetery as well ((:
gwad, lovely; im flirting with death.

Mans, such disappointing result upsets me.

2006-09-04T00:28:00.000-07:00

So, whats the definition of vintage and glamour?

i dont even have the slightest idea on how to proceed with my topic;
im fickle and i do not have time for that.

for now, im basically starving for ideas
because ive no sketches,
no research,
no recreativity cells for the moment;
nothing.

gwad, and what am i thinking?
WHAT AM I THINKING?!
ive been thinking of this and that,
and that-s and this-s,
all sorts of craps that are possible for losing concentration;
lord, im such a bitch.

2006-09-03T12:23:00.000-07:00

recently, i couldnt sleep very well..
i guess i might need sleeping pills..
whats going wrong?
am i too stress or something?

oh please dont do this to me, lord.
im still a kid.

gwad, im depressed.

2006-09-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

I call the shots;
so please do not try to lord over me;

i might be aggressive ((:

2006-09-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

im stressed;
i wonder how things actually work out when there is no initiative in both parties?
my beautiful reason for that, shall be:

we're actually communicating with retards;
their hearts are too dead to react.

and this always applies on chemistry;
well, i definitely wont expect my books come crawling to me,
but theres seriously a communication problem between the both of us;
she actually speaks spanish.

blimey, so whats with polymers and QAs?

2006-09-01T08:46:00.000-07:00

so, who exactly is peter? lol.

2006-08-26T05:09:00.000-07:00

I Dont Know Why

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
When I saw the break of day I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sandCatching teardrops in my hand
My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
ForeverOut across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along
My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever
Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

2006-08-19T20:22:00.000-07:00

After spending more time with jasmine this week,
ive got a better understanding of her.
i found out that shes not only humourous, understanding, amiable and loveable,
shes also very knowledgable ((:
basically we've no communication problems and
we love each other's company (:
and due to her strong curiosity,
she read up so much about the history and i was obviously impressed.

sidetracking, life this week isnt that bad after all.
i didnt really focus on prelims.
instead, common tests were attacking mercilessly for the past weeks.
however, its a sort of 'killing 2 birds with 1 stone': a both beneficial situation.
and even after bidding farewell to common tests,
i can find no motivation to read;
no inspiration for art.

NO, THIS CANT GO ON;
I HAVE TO STUDY.

2006-08-13T02:33:00.000-07:00

Pathetic Sunday;

alright, since requested, i shall return bal the quiz. (;

so,what are the 7 qualities of my perfect lover?

1 Low-profile Nerds with specs (are sexy (; )
2 musically incline
3 shy and sensitive but not overly
4 as crazy as yours truly (;
5 introverted
6 understanding and considerate.
7 creative;

okay, lets proceed to the next Q:
What are the 24 interesting facts/things/habits about yourself:

1 I love having bugs as companion and naming them after the people i love.
well, its a basic interest.

2 I hate cockroaches but i feel empty without their presence( after eliminating them).

3 i drink milk everyday without fail.

4 I admire talented nerds (:

5 i love to eat anything that can make me gain weight.

6 i like to do crazy things;
sometimes i wonder if i could ever find someone as insane as me.

7 i love milk chocolates

8 ive great imaginations and i often picture the 'impossible'.
which means, daydream. (sorry, im quite long-winded at times)

9 i admire versatility (; in all areas.

10 i enjoy watching desperate housewife and grey's anatomy.
well, anything that is definitely NOT sexual (:

11 variety programmes related to fashion,
designing (arts), interest me as much as nerds do.

12 i listen to 92.4 and not 98.7
im fond of jazz and anything about symphony.

13 i like engaging in conversations with my poohs and bears on my bed every night.
meanwhile, my 'pets' will be on my right enjoying the aircon and..
listening along. well, i love good listeners (;

14 i tends to blackout very easily.
as in, when something suddenly pops in suddenly,
will take me quite some time to register it into my head.

15 Im temperamental at times and i really dont understand Doris.

16 i sleepwalk and i cant rmb anything.

17 im fond of anything related to art

18 i dont fancy idols and even if i really do,
everything is just so short-term.

19 i like designing my own stuff and the end product often satisfy me even
when i thought that its not presentable.

20 ive nightmares that often seemed like movies;

21 i love crazy people,thats why the people around me..
well, are of course, not normal.

22 im naturally not a very kpo person;
but i often listen and people tell.

23 i love shopping.

24 im not a very vulgur person but there're times where i speak vulgurities, of course.

yep. thats all ((:
mans, 24 Facts are really burning my braincells.

2006-08-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

HOLA. Serhui and Jasmine are such sweet people ((:
I FUCKING LOVE THE SUNFLOWER AND I FUCKING LOVE YOU TWO. lol
yes, loves and thanks for the reward.
hm, well, there is a slight rise in egoistic today..
okay, its bad but i cant help it.
well, hopefully i did not display it too conspicuous to the crowd.
somehow its sick because im happy but im not allowed show it.
why? and when you care far too much,
people may think that you're shedding crocodile's tears.
lol, how typical and creative.

okay, here is a slight idea of what typical Singaporeans really are:

1 When you're unable to control that outbursting happiness in you..
This is how typical the minority picture you:
" hell, so what if you've got an A2? can you just stop rubbing salt into other's wound?"

2 ive got an A2 and im not contented. (okay, just an example)

"excuse me? so are you showing off now?
im getting like a B or C, and your A is a Big fat deal? com'on, get a life please."

3 we're happy and we wish to celebrate.

"please la. are you publicising your As? who cares if you're celebrating?"

4 AND EVEN WHEN YOU ARE CONTENTED, you committed a sin;

"LOL. please, you're far too easy to get contented.
never have you ever thought of getting an A1?"

so lets guess, whats a sin?
its an artificially created grape inserted with ester,
that 'some' couldnt taste it without the help of 'blood and sweat',
and THEY are blaming others.
gwad, and lets guess, whats so disappointing about this?
the above that was mentioned, did occur.
well, it happens everyday.

oh, and thats how politics are created.
and if you're wondering who are those im referring to..
well, im actually only picking on one person.

2006-08-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

Buggy passed away on the 9th of August,
on this day; national day )):
i guess she yearned for the day of freedom.
MANS, this sounds retarded BUT im feeling (really) sad..
and thats sickening. )):
alright, i shall just take it easy, and..
get a good place to bury you, pal. (;
yep. anyway, days cannot be any better, WITHOUT school.
well, but it isnt going very well either at home.
trying hard not to disappoint mrs ong,
ive been working on the boards these days.
infact,
ive been watching tv with my boards;
falling asleep on my boards;
sometimes even eating, with my boards lying around..
and definitely with buggy and doge watc... )):
gwad, im going to cry again.
blimey, i should have just.. set you free.

2006-08-04T20:46:00.000-07:00

I LOVE DOGE,
BUT I CANT FEED HIM )):
i caught a small bug for his sake.
but that bug didnt seemed like his-kinda-food
HOW?
so whats a spider's breakfast?

as for my fat bug,
its not very difficult to satisfy her ((:
she eats leaves;
although shes quite picky with the flavour,
but i know what she likes ((:
so no worries.
she sleeps in the morning and afternoon,
and her active hour is in the night.
cool, i love it.
we watched television together;
eat together;
do art together (although she cant paint ((: );
we go to school together.
we do everything together ((:
HA. i love this companion.

Conclusion: Insects are the best companion ( to me ), besides dogs.
And, they're everywhere (;

2006-07-29T19:29:00.000-07:00

COOL SATURDAY;

IVE JUST CUT MY EYELASHES;
FEELING VERY COURAGEOUS NOW,
AS I TOOK HALF AN HOUR TO GET IT DONE.

SO, WHATS COMING UP NEXT FOR THE RISK-TAKER?
SNIP OFF HER HAIR?

MOST PROBABLY;
MAYBE.
ITS JUST THE MATTER OF TIME (;

2006-07-29T15:42:00.000-07:00

okay, isnt it life?
well, ive thought over it;
you cant compromise with anything that is not within your reach.
easy logic (:
hopefully that the entry wasnt too vulgar for you(readers) yesterday,
which i obviously, am.
and if i were to complain about every single thing in life,
life would be too hard for me (;

yes, i should not even have bother about it in the first place, yea?

the last day of Os, shall be the creation of a new man. (:
just few more months and im leaving this place, for good.
well, thats something happy to think about.

2006-07-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

does a confident man sounded charissmatic?
does an outspoken and intellectual being attracts you?
Talents are bonus; smiles are x-factors.
appearance, matters?

well, ive asked around.
i found out that what girls are really lack of, and looking for is:

Security.

and this is when, i began to find myself a freak:
1 i would like to give others securities because i, myself, need it as well
2 girls love strong and cool guys, yet im fond of shy beings.
3 i wont be surprise if im falling for a gay in future
because they fall into my categories (;
4 appearance is not a factor.
5 Talents sounded sexy (;
5 girls might be better ((:

and when others are picturing how musculine their dreamguys are
or how sexy their sex god looks like,
well, im actually wondering: does that matters?

so you love tan girls with tender straight hair,
and having curves that looks best in bikini?

im actually picturing my dreamguy/girl carrying some books,
reading it while walking on the way to piano class.
well, i consider that as sexily cute. (;

so, many thought that process doesnt matters?
process allows one to see a person better;
feelings might developed in the process;
relationships all started off with processes;
true love brewed in the process;
nothing like puppy love sounded as much unappealing.

alright. thats all ive got it from the interviews.
oh lastly,
what do a girl/guy do, will make you feel horny?

1 when she took of her bra infront of you?
2 when he/she started blowing into your ears and whisper in the sexiest way?
3 when he/she started playing around with your fingers?
4 when he/she lies on your shoulders?

well and many more, of course.
hm, ive thought over it.
the first option doesnt sounds very appealing.
a bra on or off, doesnt matters to me. (;
The second option,
might make me feel like throwing up and scratch my ears.
they're sensitive things, you see. lol (;
and as for the third and fourth option..
my heart might hop off any minute,
and you might need to call for the umbulance.
matter-of-factly, i dont have a very strong heart. =X
(that doesnt applies on every tom, dick and harry, of course.
friends still exist, yea? (; lol )

so whats your option? (;

2006-07-26T03:07:00.000-07:00

okay, im getting impatient if i'll have to wait till friday to blog things down.
anyway, today ive exprienced something new:

i walked all the way from home to school.
i, myself, cant even believe that i did it.
and its cool because i was walking along with my plywood. lol (;
matter-of-factly, this healthy exercise saved 10 bucks for movies ((:
LMAO, beautiful beautiful strategy.
i cant believe that ive come up with such crazy idea
just for the sake of catching a 2-hours movie.

so whats happening in school today?

1 during geog, elana asked me:

" what will you do if im left with 15 seconds to live in this world?"

well, i was thinking: '15 secs? hell lord, you dont even take 15 secs to pee'
and i gave her.. quite a simple answer:

" i'll say 'i love you' and 'byebye' ((: "

infact, i guess, i might break down. lol
well, i cant imagine if someone around me is going to leave me someday.
but to face the reality, this will happen, no matter what.
hm so, what will your answer be, if im left with 15 secs?

please do not ask me what kinda flowers do i like.
i dont care what kinda flowers you're bringing along to visit me , when im dead.

btw, i like white roses ((:

2 3 periods of art lesson;

have you ever wonder how oil paints worked wonders?
your uniform will become one your master pieces,
leaving stains all over you.
oh and it stinks.
but, people are still obsessed with oil paintings.
why?
well, i've no other reasons for that.
most prolly, texture, matters.
i thought that ' the shinier, the better!' ((:

3 composition;

and after 3 periods of continuous painting,
we were given a composition test:

yes, robots cant grumble; robots cant reject.
they can only work according to orders given.

it sounds very much like singapore's lifestyle,
which is the title ive chosen.
so nowadays, do you think people have a choice for everything?
people can only obey, oblige and do it.
children lead a deprive childhood;
'sweet sixteen' no longer sounds sweet to teenagers;
families are falling apart due to the lack of communication;

so do we have a choice?
well, if im able, mrs ng should be hospitalised by now. ((:

4 cca points;

i didnt thought of attending it.
well, i just went over because everybody are doing so.
obviously, the results would be disappointing.

5 art again;

yes, stayed back with elana for art.
and i cant believe it;
everybody just packup and went home.
hell lord, just few hours ago,
i heard a different story.

6 home;

well, i tried studying.
but humans still cant be robots, yea?
and it keeps me wondering,
what keeps me awake while im blogging?
and what makes me tired when im reading?

human brains always function in the most typical way,
you can ever imagine. period.

2006-07-25T03:45:00.000-07:00

okay hello, journal ( not a blog).
it all seemed so much like sunday today ((:
i was glad that this headache saved me from school.
and elana, which is lao wu gui,
thinks that im lying, so i shall just.. let her be (;

so whats coming up:

1 tchr's day performance;

i didnt really want to picture whats coming up tomorrow.
i thought that its all coming up too ambitious for us to plan out a
sort-of musical in a day.
and im going to have a reality check for you:

we're so going to embarress ourselves real hard if this continues.

2 Art lessons;

3 periods of art tmr, and im still considering if i should bring my board to school.
infact, you're going to see a retard getting up a SBS bus, holding onto a huge plywood.
well, i guess, i should just get myself a cab ((:

3 prelim;

my books are begging me to read them.
and they're haunting me, just like mum.

4 project runway;

i dont think im able to catch any of the episodes
since now, im even getting curfews for tv hours.

5 desperate housewife;

i just missed it yesterday due to the reason above.
and by hook or by crook, im going to watch the repeat on friday.

6 movies;

I WANT MOVIES. I WANT MOVIES! ((:

7 I love BOHA, my future brand (:

but my sis thinks that it sounds abit like 'no prawns' and unpleasant )):
yep, no worries, ive already called for the ambulance ((: she'll be fine.

yes, thats all for today ((:
next episode will be back in 2 days.
hopefully.

2006-07-23T02:33:00.000-07:00

BOHA.
well, i accidently overheard mum's conversation with dad
in the kitchen the other day.
and i get to know this:

Mum's actually looking forward my birthday
present.

matter-of-factly, i hardly give presents out to my friends.
HMMM BUT, this time, ive decided to make smth nice for her..
well, since im an art student ((:
hopefully the 'filled-with-love' present will not disappoint her (:
yeaa.. its hard to hand over sometimes
when you get to know that your sister will be getting her some diamond necklace =X

so hows school? :

1 its a quick sensation to get back at elana.
Infact, i have been called 'donkey kong' by some retard(i obviously hate this).
and now, ive got a nick for her as well:
may you please call her 'lao wu gui' in future ((:

2 i was somehow 'hinted' as cocky,
well heres the situation:
- i didnt feel like doing art on thrusday
- 3 pieces plywoods are all at home
- therefore i used means and ways to avoid doing anything during lesson time.
- and the most ridiculous thing ive done, was to walk out of the class coolly,
and started sanding my 4th piece of plywood..
so i guess, thats how it came by.
well, i never thought myself as 'cocky'..
maybe, just a little bit 'cheeky' ((:

3 190706, my hate-it-with-a-vengence day.
This are the few events that happened to me on the disastrous wednesday:
- i got caught for eating in class
- my cellphone started ringing all of a sudden during lesson time
- i was caught by some i-am-too-free teacher
when i was using the cellphone on the way out of school.
Infact, i was just a few steps away from the gate.

4 i lost my name tag ((: .. again.

5 Elana's migraine, is contagious.
i never know it until i got it weeks ago.
and whenever shes getting her headaches back, haunting,
i could conspicuously feel the pain in my head as well.

6 Ms gan's 'retard-nicks-giving habit' ((:
cool, 'Dracula' : ive always wanting to be one.
since so, i definitely wont mind to called as one ((:

7 its still under consideration if i should cut my eyelashes.
well, many told me that:

" it will grow back! and it will grow even LONGERRR~ (echoo)"

i.. still am a risk-taker.
but, not with anything that is deeply concern or very much related to my face.

OKAY, ITS TIME FOR THE QUESTION AND ANSWER HOUR :

what makes a person to give willingly and not asking for anything in return?

its when, he/she likes you.
he/she never thought that it is sacrificial,
but, love.
when they love you, they're fools;
when they're fools, they are in love.
when they're in love, they give.
and when they give, please receive ((:

2006-07-21T03:58:00.000-07:00

YEAH! im over it.
ive thought about this,
and i feel so much better now.

Question and Answer Time:

how and when should you counter-attack?

When:
its when, you've put your doubts aside and
you can no longer sense any threat.

How:
Begin to plan for a strategy;
please plan a similar one as your opponent,
naming it : an eye for an eye

you've taken your revenge and she've learnt smth.
isnt it beneficial? (;

2006-07-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

Chapter 9, As & Bs probability

In a school filled with As-Zs pupils,
A and B are chosen without replacement, to participate in this certain activity.
The probability of both A and B getting involve in the activity 'Mind Games', is 0.75.
And the probability of selecting B( according to what A had calculated), is 0.85x.
What is the probability of selecting A then (in B's preferrence) ?

P(AB) = P(A and B) / P (b) = o.75 / o.85x = whats on your mind?

2006-07-15T04:56:00.000-07:00

ive a bloody soft spot.
ive a bloody sensitive spot.
i often care, but i dont ask;
i often dislike, but i dont tell;
i often avoid, but i cant go far;
i often brood, but i cant solve;
i often hate cynicalism, but im growing fond of it.

so, i ive decided to stay away and let it go away ((:
thats called: H-Alienation ((:
well, i was wondering if you sometimes feel this way as well, public?

yea, so did i mention 'hows my day?' : bad.
i dislike doing art in school, alone;
fortunately, joanna's company makes me smile.
she mentioned that im one of those few that enjoy her jokes.
well, infact, i thought that its rather creative ((:
and a kind girl, she is.
ive been wondering how am i actually able to carry all those boards out, solely by myself,
which is not very possible.
but with her help,
she made my life so much easier. yep.
and when i reached home with all those boards,
i lied on the bed, pondering.
gwad, i cant believe this: i am brooding over the same old thing once again;
blimey, this is leaving me feeling sick and miserable;
thankyou, i love it.

well, art is always a nuisance, you see ((:

lastly, its QUESTION AND ANSWER hour:

what do pick-pockets/ thieves oftenly steal?

A full-time retard's heart that is filled with poor jealousy;
unfortunately, its already stolen, unknowingly.
bizarre; even after knowing it,
the innocent party still refuse to lodge a police report.
and ive thought about it.
may you please name them: The Fools.

2006-07-14T23:09:00.000-07:00

Love;

Love is real, real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is wanting to be loved

Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love
Love is asking to be loved

Love is youYou and me
Love is knowing
we can be

Love is free, free is love
Love is living, living love
Love is needed to be loved

2006-07-14T04:52:00.000-07:00

Okay, BOHA personels.
my apologies.
well, it was just simple celoso;
gwad, i am about to throw up now,
and im giving up.

hell lord, why do i even care?

2006-07-12T06:58:00.000-07:00

web messenger is driving me insane.
my msn is down, and bloody hell.
its fustrates me so much that i feel like twisting its neck off.

hell lord, im depressed.

2006-07-12T00:57:00.000-07:00

LOHA ((: alright ive plenty of stuff to talk about.
as for the trip to sentosa, shall i just put it aside,
since its like.. last saturday's matter ((:
yep. so hows life? :

1 school's boring w/o an assembly partner )):
i hate being partner-less.
well, matter-of-factly, theres something about me that you wouldnt know:

ive a sickening strong sense of insecurity..
so please dont leave me when you're my partner. ((:

2 im dozing off almost every lesson now of these days and
expriences accumulated as days went by.
so here comes the art of sleeping:

shoulders do communicate; at least elana's shoulders do. ((:

3 100706, was great. i was smittenly smiling to myself
while walking to the busstop. yes, like a retard (:

4 final pieces are on the way;
just stayed back today to get the plywood sanded and painted.
i felt thoroughly stained and regreted for not bringing an apron.
so, who says that aprons give you an idea of aunties?
well, F&N girls still wear those, dont they? ((:

5 ive been brooding over this for quite some time:

" 'they' were such fools, all these while.
i was thinking, if you would like to let someone in,
lower your drawbridge and invite someone to cross your moat; easy logic.
so be nice, and let 'her' in. ((: "

6 im peeling like some bloody bananas.
so sentosa is fun, and its hurting as well.
well, due to the fact that i hate being 'black'.
im much darker than before, and im far used being fair.

7 ARLIBABA~
i wish for an outing;
so whos granting this little wish?
well, i thought, its best that somebody better date me out ASAP;
i dont wish to land up in jail after kipnapping you ((:

OKAY. its time for some QUESTION AND ANSWER time:

so tell me, how do you know that you've fallen for 'that someone'?

1 well, it happens when you peeped at her/him almost all the time
even though you both get to see each other everyday;

2 you thought of msging her/him and definitely still pondering if you should do so;
most probably depriving of topics after chatting with her/him for quite some time
and you'll definitely force yourself to be in the utmost 'interesting' condition
so that she/he will not feel bored over the silly conversation held.

3 you're fond of her/his attention towards you

4 somehow you're very curious about her/him and whats on her/his mind.
However, your concern is far beyond for just a friend.

5 and when appearance doesnt matters to you anymore,
you'll gradually found out that you might have already fallen for this certain person.

Just a rough idea about vern's question.
well, matter-of-factly, shes a true love-git. lol ((:

2006-07-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

okay. so, is there anything negative about her?
she've got the intellgence, the looks (even though im the only one that thinks so)..
whats more?
shes good with her languages, science, geog, WHATEVER.
blimey, shes the epitome of a perfect being;
a sexy creation of god. ((:

YAAHOOO~
SHES DRIVING 'SERHUI' CRAZY~
WHICH IS ME~
WHICH IS DORIS~
WHO WAS WRONGLY CALLED OUT BY KOH EE LIN~
WHO IS REALLY HAY-WIRED UP THERE~
WHO IS ABOUT TO GET HOOOOOOO-F-HELLIDODO~
WHOM IS A F-PIECE-OF-KNNKBKBCCB SCRATCHY WEEECHY~
HOOOOOHAAAAAA~

alright, thats somehow all about 1/4 of today.
well, my day could be named: fantastico;
a beautiful day, accompanied by beautiful results.
games and alien connections brightened up dull faces,

YAAHOOO~
WHICH IS 'SERHUI'~
WHICH IS ME~
WHICH IS DORIS~
WHO HAS A SMILE HANGING ALL ALONG~
WHO IS ACTUALLY 'DULL' INSIDE~
WHO SERIOUSLY NEEDS A CONNECTION~
THAT SOMEHOW NAMED: THE ALIEN NETWORK~
HOOOOHAAAAA~

yep. and soon after school,
i met up with bal..
and there you heard pigs started groaning for food.
and we eat and eat..
OH, and we ate.

~~and we gobbled fiercely.. i mean,~~
Tasting every single bit in every artistic means.

and ZOOOMMMMMMM~
we went off to catch 'the re-cycle'.
well, i hate to say this,
but 're-cycle', shall be the second worstest movie ive ever watched so far.
obviously, i will not stop you from watching this movie,
because:

i used 8 bucks to pay for a 2hrs-enjoyment of air-con;
which means that i just threw 8 bucks down the bowel ((:
thankyou.

To top it all off,
its a thorough pleasure with the accompany of my gitty friends and bingos (:

yes, and theres definitely no intention of offencing anyone,
with any of the statements ive made above.
yep, just for FLPJ ((:

2006-07-05T09:14:00.000-07:00

Shes stimulating my adrenaline from that adrenal gland.
yes, i say it.

anyway, if you're catching every episode of project runway,
will you ever wonder why Santino still remains in the competition?
his arrogance is getting on my nerve.
every episode, my slippers never fail to land onto the tv screen.
amazingly, if you're still unaware of this,
he turns out to be one of the top 3,
and blimey, if he wins this thing, im going to scream;
im seriously going to blast the whole plasma.
yes, dont make me do this.
well, theres no denial to his orginality and creative collections
that highlights strongly on his personality,
but i thought that chloe would balance it all.

okay, enough of project runway.
Now, it shall be a question and answer time.
Answer me,
whats the reason behind the invention of braces:

well, besides straightening our teeth, (which is not my main point)
girls with braces, appear sexy with it.
Brillant, i love it.

YAHOOO~
HOT GIRLS BURN LIKE HELLIDODO. ((: